Still waiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am still sitting within the palm of someone elses opinion!  Waiting for approval from people who have never met me, to give me treatment I need. I now walk with the aid of crutches and am "confined to barracks" totally dependent on others, until..... someone ticks the box that says "yes...go ahead and fix this girl!!!"  My patience wears thin, my mood swings very low and my confidence in "the system" is totally shattered! 8 months I have been waiting, have been poked and prodded, tested, analysed and left while someone sips their morning tea and nibbles on a piece of cake. Yes... I am cynical, yes I am angry and yes I want to get better!!!!!!!!